Early in the morning I still get a little
bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to
control it
Even when I know it’s been forever I can
still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna
feel it again
Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t
express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts
I know that you understand
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I
know it’s not
Trying to breathe in and then out but the
air gets caught
Cause even though I’m older now and I know
how to shake off the past
I wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have
you holding my hand
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
I need you to know I would never be this
strong without you
You’ve seen how I’ve grown you took all my
Cause you were home
I don’t wanna lose control
There’s nothing I can do anymore
I don’t wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore)
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don’t wanna lose control
